HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAH (!)
Partttaayyy at my place.. I will update next time(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

I'm feeling the spirit now.. wee~ it sure is the GREATEST TIME OF THE YEAR.

i wont elaborate so maybe next time..
Christmas eve was great! Did last-minute shopping, attended the Midnight Christmas Mass.. The unwrapping of presents...
ahh.. and finally! i was able to use my nikon D3OOs so took loads and loads of pictures. haha.
After that had Noche Buena. (!)

And today, a christmas partaayyy at Jaymee's place.

Some people may take it for granted. They get excited. They get excited with the parties, excited with the presents..
Today's celebration is for the birth of Jesus Christ.

Happy Birthday, Jesus

THE JOY OF GIVING.
Had fun christmas shopping the other day with mom..and the day after with Carrie Teo(:
And there's still loads of shopping to do. yay~

I don't know why, but i was cleaning my room at 2 last night-OMG right? Didn't feel like sleeping, and for once i wanted to tidy the place up-time to throw all those useless and unwanted stuff which i wouldn't want to.
And somehow, i felt like i needed You... sigh...it has been 4543657423 years.


Oh and I'm not ready for school. STOP PROCRASTINATING (!)

Woke up bright and early for the rehearsal.. Darn it, i need my sleep..

Yesterday was packed! I was invited to this Christmas thing but ended up not going(sorry guys) coz there was a household Christmas party at tito romel's house. I had to help out in the cooking.. Learned how to bake some Filipino dishes( i forgot the names. And even if i did, i wouldn't know how to spell it) and maybe next time tita icel might teach me how to bake Oreo Cheesecake. yummm...

The exchanging of gift was the best coz it was really unique. We didn't just pass it around like most of us will do.. It was like strategy game. If you're clever enough, you might get the gift you want. haha

Anyway, my family and i had to leave early coz my parents had to do some stuff at Holy Trinity. Yeah, yesterday's Simbang Gabi was held there..
We went home first, took Max outside for a walk, and then deah and i, together with ate glee, rushed to Divine Mercy for the Youth Mass.

ah, the praise and worship was led by the YFC. We enjoyed it, but i bet the people who were clueless to what's that all about didn't really care..
Ohwell.. Oh and the healing was really something. Words cant express how i was feeling that night.
After everything finished, kylein, jaymee, deah and i went to Holy Trinity. Haha, we wanted the super-good-porridge(aruscaldo) so badly. And besides, we haven't eaten our dinner(at 11pm?!).

And that is why i really need my sleep.. By the time i reached home, it was already quarter to 1.
But a lot of stuff is going in my head right now.. Maybe studying might help..

Yesterday was.. N.ICE.
Band practice in the morning till 11am. It was pretty relaxing coz we played all those old, but really nice pieces.. Like, 'One moment in time' , 'Without you', ' That thing u do', Lady Marmalade' ect. I like it that way. practice practice

Met girlfriends around 1pm to study. Eerr,to do homework, i mean.. OK, we also did a lot of talking..
IMISSTHOSEGIRLS
Rushed home( i was all wet. Typical me, no umbrella.) coz Max was coming!! The cutest thing.
Alexis told me everything what i need to do, send her off, and then Simbang Gabi at st. Anne.

First day of Simbang Gabi was pretty organised.. Even though there's 2 churches this time, it was still super full. The Filipino population is growing fast. Very fast.


GreatTohaveWonderfulFriends.

Today it's time to study :D

A typical monday.. Except that i felt so shitty.. I felt so pathetic.
I couldn't play that well today, my mind was somewhere else. The clarinet doesn't sound so good and i know it's my fault. Of course it is.
sigh.
The piece i enjoyed playing today was 'Without You by Mariah Carey'.. It was.. nice.. But it made me so.. sad.

Anyway, thank you for the text message. It certainly brightened me up coz i didn't expect it from you. :D
Talking about text message, Alexis texted me and.. OMG. I get to take care of Max(a Maltese) for 2 whole weeks!
She'll be bringing him tomorrow. yay.
Cant wait.

Today was..fun.
This time it was the 70s style!

Went over to Pat F.'s house first.. Then to the community centre, and then Kayla's house.
It was really fun but nothing will change what I'm really feeling inside.
It hurts a lot. Really, it does..

Anyway, our performance screwed up! We had to repeat the dance 3times..technical problem.
haha. i really enjoyed myself..
Had some crying moments, but they really cheered me up :D

Well, until i saw the comment.. I know he don't mean it(i think) because there was a 'haha'... But i got really hurt, again, and... i don't know... It made me angrier and more upset.. It made me pessimistic..again.
I can see how fragile i am now.. I don't know when it'll end. Maybe in 2 weeks time. I really hope so..

I was miserable, and still am.