I survived the 1st day of orientation and i had so much fun on the 2
nd day. And if you
don't know yet,
I'm officially posted to
Millennia Institute. The first word that comes out from our minds is,
bad. Well yeah. There were a lot of students who retained, changed their minds to go to other schools or had nowhere to go after the 3 years. But it's not the school's fault, it's the student's..
Right now, the only thing I'm worried for is choosing the right subject combination. Apparently, no one is really helping me out. I need more than the 3 hours lecture about the subjects we had yesterday. It really sucks to be in this position right now.. Economics or geography for a H1 subject? Double science or just one? I have ONE MORE DAY to decide. If i ever choose the wrong combo, it will be a living hell for me for the next 3 years. If not, the only thing i can do is to repeat year1.. And to add on, i have to choose the right CCA.. There is too many to choose from! Now i know how the sec1s feel when they are being approached by us and we're like, 'forcing' them to join. Except that there are more CCAs, more seniors grabbing you and more options to choose from. This Indian dancer literally pulled me all the way to her booth just so i can write my name on the piece of paper! And i did. I actually wrote my name to many other CCAs. Haha..
Apart from all those school-related stuff, I'm still quite uncertain about other things.. I cant comprehend the feeling I'm feeling right now. Sigh. I don't know how to put them into words.
I.am.utterly.confused.and.sad
I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow
My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last
My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should
You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright.
Hello, 2011. 1/1/11
I'm worried for you!
New school (I hope), new environment, new adventure.
My New Year Resolutions :
- Decide on what i want to be when i grow up and aim for it
- Do not procrastinate, or at least, for not too long
- Have my own right decisions
- Be a better daughter/ sister/friend
- Be closer to God
- Be active in YFC and participate more often
- Read up more to prevent from calling slow/bimbo
- Have a good time management and not waste time on irrelevant stuff
- Turn over a new leaf
- Exercise at least twice a week and don't skip meals
- Live life to the fullest-Don't be afraid. When an opportunity comes, go for it.
Dear 2010,
Thank you. Thank you for being so awesome. You left so fast, I still had so much to do.. And so much to say.. Thank you for being so peaceful and safe. Thank you for the new friends, and the 'old' ones stay. I cant deny that there were a lot of rough moments, but I'm thankful that i managed to pull it through.. You were much better than the previous year-less arguments, regrets and failures.
I took and survived the major exams, I got the most memorable last year in school, I got the greatest teachers and classmates, I finally had my confirmation, my catechists and catechism classmates were awesome, I get to say a Thank You speech for the very first time in front of hundreds of people, I get to work part time at this amazing job for the very first time without going for a job haunt, I got the most friendly-est colleagues, supervisors and boss, I get to work as an event helper with my one and only, I have this most amazing person, I got my perfect family and friends. Well, it wasn't always perfect... But there were perfect moments. So yeah, I'm very grateful to have all of them.
Goodbye. May all the wonderful memories remain.
Yours Truly,
Jannine Irel.
