Jannine Irel Barrete Gamayot
January Nine 1994

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Alexis. Andrea. Angel. Ann. April. Aqil. Bea. Carissa. Carrie. Danielle. Deane Angelo. Faizul. Gillian. Grace. Hafiz. Holly Jean. Jacinda. Jaymee. Jaymee@tumblr. Jeffrey Tay. Jennifer. Jeslyn. Joan Marie. Jonas. Joyce. Joyce Mei. Kamilia Amalina. Kamilayni Amanina. Kassandra. Kishen. Koun. Krizzia. Kyle. Kylein. Liyin. Lyza Gleebiel. Manfred. Marc. Marcus. Marie. Mint. Myat. Nabil. Nadiah. Nerissa. Niesa. Olethea. Patricia Falsado. Patricia N.. Patricia S.. Peilin. Rebecca. Renny. Sean Micheal. Shane De Mesa. Shaun Lee. Shi Min. Syafiq. Yimin. Zhao Yuan.

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No.. no, wait, I don't know.. You've made me realized that studies was not the only reason. It made me more confused and upset. Because maybe it's hard to accept the situation right now. It's hard to face the fact. I never thought it'll happen, but it did. I was wrong, and I regretted everything. I have no idea what's on your mind right now, but i could somehow tell... Why didn't I think of this before?.. It never occur to me before, i never thought you would do such a thing, because i thought you were the one. But I can't assume, can i? Things happen for a reason. And if this happens, I will just have to accept it and move on. Seriously, I don't know who you are anymore. Because you know why? People do change. Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worst.. I'm not in a fairytale. This is reality.. So it's time to put some senses into my head. You know how hurtful your Sunday text was? It tore me apart. Now i realize there is no such thing as forever and always. There is no such thing as a prefect one. I can never trust someone so deeply anymore. Not anymore. I can't let history repeat itself again. But, deep down, I know you are a good person. A person who cares and understands.. But lately, i don't understand what's going on with you. You've changed your mind about me, that is what i can confirm. After everything we've been through.. I think it's a waste. We've struggled so much, but it ends up with a nothing.


And now, i think its better to be safe. I don't want anymore of this drama.. And I'll said it again, I don't want history to repeat itself. I don't want to take anymore risk. God has plans for me, and I'm just gonna wait and find out.
One thing which makes me feel very lucky-good friends. I have many good friends who are always there for me.. Basta, I felt love. You don't just look at one person who bothers you and give you so much problems, you have to look at all your wonderful friends. Because true friends last forever. This, i believe.
They give a lot of encouraging words and show how much they really care.

It's possible to go on, no matter how impossible it seems, and that in time, the grief . . . lessens. It may not go away completely, but after a while it's not so overwhelming”

That was written on Andrea's blog. She wrote a special post just for me.. So sweet of her. Hehe.



If you really love a person, you'll accept all flaws. So you are not being honest, are you?


Today was quite good (:
I had the usual Friday lessons and the usual delicious lunch at Eighteen Chefs with my usual friends. Selina, Joana and Rebecca. Nicholas and Sean Micheal tagged along. Yeah, we're the CL bees.. We went back to school and did an Emath practice paper. Well, it was only me, Joana and Shirong. Met up with Hidayuh, Zhao and Nash.
And the rest? I have no idea where they went... And guess what the guys were doing? Exercising at the library on the 2nd floor. Haha! Laughed a lot coz Joana was so hilarious.

We tried to finish the practice paper, but we just had to watch the NCC(boys) POP parade. I feel so proud for my classmates (:

After the paper, Joana, Shirong, Hidayuh and i went back to the library to finish up the paper.. But the library just had to close. GOSH. So, Hidayuh and i decided to do Amath papers at the canteen while the rest went back home. I think Amath and marshmallows made us crazy. We sang out loud like lunatics and made weird nosies. Hahaha. Not many people were there anyway.. And besides, now Hidayuh could see the crazy side of me.

And just we were about to leave school and go home, we saw Yisheng playing basketball. Haha, it made us wanna play too. Fathin, Hidayuh and I vs. Yisheng and Nash.
Woohoo~ I could shoot some hoops.. And now I know how fun that sport can be. Because it was that incident when a fast-moving basketball hit right at my face-oh how it hurts a lot-that made me stay away from the court. Haha. How silly..


Had a lovely evening with Hidayuh, Gillian, Fathin, Apple, Koun, Selina, Hervy, Zhao Qi, Benny and Yisheng. Went out for Hidayuh's birthday yesterday. Walked around town-took loads of pictures, dinner at Swensen's ION-fish baked rice for me, loads of UNGLAM photos taken by the guys. Haha.

I just had catechism class in the morning, going church again later in the evening for mass.
The arch bishop will be there!


Do not neglect your gift,
which was given you through a prophetic message
when the body of elders
laid their hands on you.

-1 Timothy 4:14

Have a great weekend everyone (:


Life Still Has A Meaning

If there is a future there is time for mending-
Time to see your troubles coming to an ending.


Life is never hopeless however great your sorrow-
If you're looking forward to a new tomorrow.


If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping-
When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping.


Though the heart be heavy and hurt you may be feeling-
If there is time for praying there is time for healing.

So if through your window there is a new day breaking-
Thank God for the promise, though mind and soul be aching,


If with harvest over there is grain enough for gleaning-
There is a new tomorrow and life still has meaning.


The most miserable week.
But that's life, i guess.. It's like a roller coaster.
But God has plans for us. All comes with a reason, I'm positive about it...

Anyway,
after the CLB lesson, Joana, Selina, Rebecca and I went to Eighteen Chefs for lunch. Ah, I miss the creamy white pasta with sausages. yumm... hehe.
We had a nice long talk and then headed to Popular to look for assessment books. There's so many kinds, don't know which one to buy.. Lesson learnt, don't think that 10cents does not worth much, don't just throw it away. Coz once you don't have a single cent anymore, you will feel that it is worth a lot and might regret it.

Joana was adding the total cost mentally, and damn... we're short of 10 cents! Haha...

Oh and always remember to check your EZ-link card please. When we went our separate ways, i tapped my card, and guess what? Red light. I can't even enter the MRT with 95 cents. And seriously, i had no more money. Luckily Rebec wasn't too far away.. Or i might have to walk all the way home. How far is pasir ris from simei?-omg..

Anyway, met Deah and Alisha at white sands and bought my assessment books. Like, finally. Where did i get the money from u ask? vouchers, of course. Haha. Decided to do homework at the library and then it was home sweet home at 7pm.

P.S. I'm still thinking of you...


I cant really explain how I'm feeling right now..

This is the day...

The most depressing day ever.



I'm amazed at how the weather can relate to my mood sometimes..


Sigh. Weekends can be quite stressful nowadays. I know, it's better than waking up extra early to finish up my homework and have lessons till like, 4.30pm.. And then going back home to do homework and study.
But when it come to weekends, there's soo much to do. Seriously.
Like for example, i was at town the whole day yesterday (but it was worth it) and today's Divine Mercy's Feast Day. I had to sell ice cream-New Zealand Natural. I tasted the chocolate fudge one. yumm.
I went to the 9am mass with Margarita and Spencer but i didn't know there is a special mass later, at 3pm, where the arch bishop celebrates the mass with hundreds of parishioners from 28 different churches around Singapore. So yeah, it was some big thing. But if i attend it, another day will be gone. And no, I haven't study for my Social Studies' test tomorrow and there's still a pile of homework yet to be done.

Just thinking about it makes me stress. Really.

Bye, i'll see how much i can do ):


Okay, here's another story (:


An Illinois man who left the snow-filled streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick email.

Unfortunately, when typing her address, he missed one letter, and his note was directed instead to an elderly preacher's wife whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her email, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor in a dead faint.

At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen:

Dearest Wife,
Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow.

P.S. Sure is hot down here.


Salary Increase


One day an employee sends a letter to his boss to increase his salary

Dear Bo$$

In thi$ life, we all need $ome thing mo$t de$perately. I think you $hould be under$tanding of the need$ of u$ worker$ who have given $o much $upport including $weat and $ervice to your company.

I am $ure you will gue$$ what I mean and re$pond $oon

Your$ $incerely,

Norman $oh



The next day, the employee received this letter of reply:

Dear NOrman,

I kNOw you have been working very hard. NOwadays, NOthing much has changed. You must have NOticed that our company is NOt doing NOticeably well as yet.

NOw the newspaper are saying the world's leading ecoNOmists are NOt sure if the United States may go into aNOther recession. After the NOvember presidential elections things may turn bad.

I have NOthing more to add NOw. You kNOw what I mean.


Yours truly,
Manager



credits to Fathin Aerlisa (: ..... (OK, i wanted to put her favourite colour on the font but i just realized she likes orange, lime green,blue,black white, gold, red.. So i was thinking of putting my favourite colour.. But there isn't any nice shade of pink. So i decided on a random colour. Haha! )


Hey, i just got back from Divine Mercy Church. It's Maundy Thurday today too you know.. All i can say is that going for mass is always a good way to release stress and to feel good. But, sadly, it doesn't take my tiredness away... I feel so restless and sleepy.. I don't know why ):

I was suppose to stay in church till like, 12am but i couldn't take it anymore. Or was i suppose to go church visiting around Singapore? Sigh, I'm super tired.. (Sorry) The school's Sports Day in the morning was really something... Instead of being a good spectator, my friends and i cam-whored the whole time. We weren't really paying attention to the event coz it's oh-so-boring.. Just few of the categories were exciting to watch. The intense and everything.. Haha. I don't even know which house won..

And then went to church later in the evening with my catechism class.

OK, so April's fool day? Moses kept giving us lame tricks.. Why would i fall for it?..
But Angelo and Manfred scared me for a moment.. Gosh.