I've said it, and I'll say it again. Andrea has done it again. She never fails to brighten me up and bring me back into thinking that there's still hope. And i love her for always being there for me, and talking to me.

I've been very pessimistic these past few days and getting my results made me worst. I had shit loads of answers and i don't know why my bird brain and my useless eyes can't connect well with each other. And for the lack of encouragement , i can't get everything right. I'm not as smart as some people. I can't just study the night before and get As or a have brilliant brain with a photographic memory. And the last thing i need is for some stupid stuff to happen and for my life to be so freaking chaotic. This is really bullshit....

I know, I've never said all those here before. But seriously, i have feelings too. I'm human, just like YOU. You don't have to always make fun of me and think that I'm an idiotic freak. You might be joking or whatsoever, but it's not funny. You're not that good yourself. So Fish off.

Oh God, I'm sorry.. There goes my anger.. This is suppose to be a happy post actually. ( I just had to let those out )

Sigh.

But today is a new day. Starting from Andrea's encouragement, i will work extra, extra hard. Of course harder than before. She started it off, and i have to end it off with a satisfied smile. (or scream ) Perhaps, cry for joy because i had done well for my Olevel examinations.

And now i feel that some pieces are coming back together again.

Thank you, and goodbye.