I was almost late for school today.. And you know what?! It took me only about 15 minutes to reach school. I live in
Pasir Ris for goodness sake.. Trust me, taxi will not make it any better-heavy traffic, especially on the highway. (seriously) So the
MRT was my only option.
And as usual(whenever i take the 7.16 train), the security guard will make that loud whistle which signals the starting of morning assembly. Yes. Sometimes i wonder how he do that with his own fingers. Freakishly loud.
I only realized i still had few minutes left when i was already sitting down, feeling very uncomfortable with the perspiration. I swore i wanted to take off my uniform and go back to the toilet and have a long bath.
Mr Ho said something like this before, '' Do not trust anyone.. Even me.. " For your info, he is my
Emath teacher. A TEACHER. And he said not to trust him. That's quite funny right?
Hahaha. But maybe he's right.
I mean, don't get me wrong, i do trust my teacher. But you cant trust everything what people says. Take the security guard for example. (Just an example. I'm not angry with him) You will have to face the consequences if you trust the wrong person..
SO ANYWAY,
Common Test is coming.. Time to give my best shot. This is the only way to pull up my grades
coz some of my tests were horribly done. We're talking about Cs here.. I know, I shouldn't get this grade.. So yeah.
Good luck people(:
Most tiring week!
On Tuesday, jessica, fathin and i went to nicholas' house for Chinese New Year. Reached home around 9pm? Tried to finish all my homework ( yeah, i tried. But i was too tired to finish it up)
Usual Wednesday. School, remedial, band practice. Reached home around 7pm. It's tiring! Especially when you have a biology test the next day and you haven't studied for it. And homework?
Thursday was even tiring. Mariam, deah and i had to go for the chingay rehearsal at 2pm to 10.30pm (!) Had to leave school early-missed a period of emath, CLB and physics remedial. Went home straight after the rehearsal coz there were loads of work. Reached home around 11.30pm already.
Then on Friday, we had to leave school early again. Went home, washed up, took our costumes and then to the tampines CC. It was the preview of the Chingay Parade at F1 pit. We were so hyper! haha. Well, coz we had to be.. Oh, and i didn't know siglapians were so friendly. They are a bunch of happy and friendly people. Not to mention, crazy.. well, only diyanah and serene. haha! (In a good way)
Ate dinner at Macs after the parade with all the new friends at tampines mall. Then went home around 11.40pm.
Then on Saturday? Most.tiring.day.ever. It was the school's 44th annual cross-country at bedok reservoir. And guess what?! I got 5th place for the sec4/5 girls category! I didn't expected it, really. Went home after the event. Got all my stuff ready then met Angelo for lunch at East Point. Went to his house for a while, then rushed to tampines CC. Yeah! It was the actual and final parade.
Just three words. Tiring, painful, fun. It was so tiring coz i just ran 4.2km(?) in the morning and i didn't have enough rest. Mariam and i stand and waited for 2 freaking hours for the make up. Painful because the heels were killing me. I had 2 blisters on my toes and it was already bleeding. Fun. It was a new experience and my friends were just so fun to be with. (:
Ate dinner at Macs after that (again!), and something freaky happened. Don't wanna talk about it coz I'm getting scared again. Asked my dad to send me home, reached home around 1am?
OK, till next time, bye.
There in your lap I exist
there in your arms I belong
And nothing else but your warmness...
can make me feel how sweet life is
And my only wish, is....
you never doubt again what our love means
Because without us being together
Nothing in this whole world deserve
This life and past time should
have learned us a lot
We lived, we dreamed,
we died, we again breathed
We fought, we lost some battles
but we survived and we gained our quest
Days followed, happiness, hard times
Sunsets and Sunrises
But our love remained the glorious knight
that survived in hardest battlefields
Hey! I'm back! And no, no depressed/unhappy/negative post today..
This week was sort of good. Like finally.
Loads of free periods. Lesser remedials. Loads of camwhoring. Our teacher didnt come on monday, considering that we had 3 hours of Social Studies on that day. On tuesday, we had a fire drill during Amath(wich was a bad thing) but it was fun.. Wednesday was still Ok. And on thursday, Amath remedial was cancelled( and again, a bad thing.. but a good thing too coz we had enough time to go to the cinemas. Hehe.)
And today, we only had 3 hours of lessons.. No wait, 2 hours coz the last hour was PE..followed by the chinese new year celebration.
Oh and you should have seen how the guys tried to give gifts to their crushes(and their girlfriends).. Seriously, they were soo shy.. Haha! I had a good laugh.
After school, went to bugis with jessica, cheryl and mariam. Yeah, I know! Shopping! It's my first time this year.. Sad huh?
We looked around at bugis street first..saw this floral dress. Really nice, but i didn't buy it. Then met fathin at Iluma.
I think i regret not buying that dress coz as we went to different shops, there was at least one type of that dress displayed. They were all saying that it was a sign. Haha.
Went to 313, Somerset and there, more floral dresses. Oh and we kept laughing too. Lots of inside jokes. Hahaha.
And i dont know who started it, but we acted so bimbotic. I think mariam was going crazy on all those bimbo talk. Haha!
After that tiring day( tiring coz it's friday, friday= the most tiring day of all days. Because of the weekdays in school. )went to meet my mom and did more shopping.
Ok, and that's all(:
Advanced Happy New Year and Valentine's Day to ya'll.
P.S. Good luck to Andrea. Hope her Sunday will be good. :D
The sad sinking feeling in your chest when you found out something...
Sigh. i don't know how to tell you this, but there is no way you can understand me..
What is past is past. But i wouldn't know what is in your mind right now.. right?
ANYWAY,
Today wasn't as i expected.. Emath test was a total shit. I know, Emath?!.. I must be kidding..
And i went home, all alone, with the dark sky.. Luckily there was only a slight drizzle. But a pouring rain might help.. I used to go to an open space, with no umbrella whenever it rained heavily. It felt nice.. haha. But that was a very long time ago.. People might think I'm crazy if i do it now. The wind was so strong, strong enough to hear the sound it made. And when i got home, there was nobody there.
I had no keys.What a day..
Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
There was this poor boy who wanted this toy very much. His father said he couldn't have it. He kept pleading him to buy the toy but he just wouldn't let. He didn't understand why the father didn't want to buy for him.So the boy ended up crying and started throwing tantrums at him. When they got home, the boy had a beating from his father.. Feeling very hurt, he asked himself, ' Does my father really love me?'Being a child is hard.But being a teenager is harder.
