Have you ever wanted to rewhine the time and go to your past and change whatever mishaps, misunderstandings or stuff you regret doing?
I certainly do. I know many people would want that.
Some people can forgive and forget, some cant. This always lead to anger, revenge and you end up hurting yourself again.
Well,i am not the kind who does that but i know i am the kind who does not forget these things easily. What more forgive? I DO forgive but have you ever thought the person may think it is all your fault? That actually, it isn't ALL your fault? That he/she thinks you were the bad one? That he/she knows you were a weakling? And that he/she never knew your side of the story?
You never said anything else, but sorry. You could have explain a little more further. What actually happened. Make them understand. Let them know that it is not entirely your fault.
But you said, I'm Sorry. You said an unclear explanation.... And the person said, I'm Sorry Too. Not because he/she was in the wrong, but because he/she feels sorry for you or it feels right to apologize too.
You get what I'm saying? Maybe not. (just bare with me a little while more)
I just wish i wasn't that foolish and naive to believe everything what my friend said.
How i wish i wasn't that weak to stand up for my own rights.
But then again, this is life. No matter how difficult it may seem, just remember, you are who you are. This is how you can become a better person. This is how you can learn from your mistakes.
Someone told me this... I'm not sure of the exact words but it's something like this:
God has to hurt your little heart in order to learn and become better.So yeah, you have to get hurt, in order to learn...
Wow..i feel so much better now.. Sorry, i need to say it all out coz I've been thinking about the past. I saw her just now, and i recalled the bad memories.
But we're good now...
Dear God, Please help me to forgive and forget. Please help remove all my personal junk.I want to make the path straight for you; fill up all valleys and make the mountains and hills short. Make me more like you.Amen
